SweetCandyRain

once again i have been gone for some time without putting up new art or anything and i'm sorry about that but i've been trying to find work and stuff like that to be able to "pay back" some ppl and havn't had any luck because nobody wants to hire a sick person that can only use one arm:C so i'm kinda stressed and depressed because i get so much haters without being able to do something about it :'C but i am doin my best to get everything right but i guess it's not enaugh..

but now that u all know the reason that i'm not on dA very much, then maybe u won't wonder why i am gone from time to time^^
ANYWAY i love u all, i hope u know that! and keep on drawing anders!!!! <3

well i jsut wanted to tell everyone here that the ones that still havn't gotten their drawings sent to them, i will send next week when i get some money from my mom.. just so u all know.
and also i need to tell u all about what will happen in a few months.. i got some bad news from my doctor when i last met him, and his name is Anders.. i just needed to say that because i find it funny.. lol it seems like anders not always makes me so happy after all XD anyway, he told me that they can no longer do anything about me shoulder.. so they made me choose between getting arthrodesis (surgery) or living with the pain for the rest of my life.. and i have choosen to do the surgery:/ even if most ppl choose to live with the pain because the surgery is not something that ppl normaly want.. and the doctors don't usually do thi surgery on ppl, only if the case is REALLY bad.. plz don't ask me about the surgery because i don't really know exactelly what they do but all i can tell u is that it is a LIFE choise, and that i will never be able to use my arm normaly again:C but at least it's better then the pain..
but the thing is that i felt like i needed to give u all a warning so that u all know that i will probebly be gone from dA for a LONG time after this because the surgery is really advanced.. and when i say a long time, i mean like a year or even more in worst case..

but now u all know at least^^

now to something more pleasant, check out the new drawing i put up yesterday here on dA.. it's a drawing i did of Leliana that i finaly was able to finish:3

anyway, i hope all will have a wonderfull day!
LOVE U ALL! <333 ..and draw MORE ANDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As i said in the headline.. I'm sorry, i didn't mean to leave u all waiting for me and keeping some of u waiting for me to send u your drawings, but i have had my reasons for not being on dA. and it has been a really hard time for me, more then any of u can imagine.. i hope u all don't hate me too much.

My shoulder is broken again and i am going to the doctor soon and then i will get to know if i need to do ANOTHER surgery, and it's impossible for me to draw when i have this shoulder. But i beg to god that i will get better someday.
And much other things has been happenig too that have been even worse then my shoulder problem.. and that has left me without any money at all.. but i hope i will get money next month and then i will try to send at least most of the drawings u guys have bought from me.

Soooo.. i need all the ppl who have orderd drawings from me THAT ARE FINISHED to send me a NOTE with your adress and what drawings u orderd written down.. and because of the fact that i sadly can't draw for a long time i will have to cancel all the commissions that i havn't finished or got paid for, because as i said i can't draw.
I REALLY hope you guys are ok with this.. :/

I have really missed you all.. <3 // Paulina (SweetCandyRain)